Its really hard.

These are the times that test sobriety.  These are the times that you know the pink cloud is gone. There is no silver lining, no pot of gold, no one there to hold your hand, pick up your cloths, wash your hair, make you food, etc .....

You are on your own no matter what the circumstance.

I really feel for the person with really bad mental health issues. I says this only because I have what I would consider some pretty serious mental health issues, I am working on them, every day, I am working on them.

Society would rather pick up a camera and film a person going crazy, rather than help them.  It blows my mind,

I was watching you tube and saw a video of the streets of philly. There were so many people who 100% needed to be throw on gurney and checked into detox and who would have been thanking you for it.  Instead  they just filmed these people in the worst place of their life.

I think yes, lets film these people, to teach our young ones,  what not to do!

Then

Lets put them in rehab for a couple years.

Rehab takes a couple years. 

I am just at 2 years and I will tell you it is the hardest thing to do and the only reason I am doing it is because I don't want to die.

That is where I will be if I go back out and use.